something serious happened...

Firstly, i want to say thanks you to ZhiYing for giving me this...

what is this ??



ya... is a sorry gift...

Ferrero Rocher with eyes XD

she want to apologize to me because she caused me angry and we argued i guess...

i felt thankful becuase i did not expect she to do that..

It's cute ^^
thanks you ^^
i love your design ^^

ya....
Sumthing serious happened yesterday...
actually i felt shame to talk about that..
because i don even know why it will happen =.=
the story started with...

i said "i hate you" to someone...
if you wanna know why i said that...
just view my 2nd lastest post...
and i think he misunderstanding so he drank a lot alcohols without making sure why i said so...
then he get drunk and not sure wat he was doing ..
this reli scared me and Yoong Min a lot...
we were not sure he was at home or wat...

i was scared,worried,angry watever is negative..
my feeling was complicated...
my body temperature went up and down..
cold sweat bla bla ...
my emotion completely controlled my body...
and i get fever =.=

Yoong Min cant reli sleep well the whole night...
everyone of us not sure he is safe anot...
including Gloria, Yoong Min, Eunice and me did called him...
and those are only the people that i was sure they called...
but..
it does not help much...
he cannot talk properly =.=

we were not sure wat is happening and wat happened until this morning...
Yoong Min accepted his phone call...
i saw he sign off his msn...
i am sure he is still alive =.=




what happened to him ???

Yeah... he cut himself...
and the most amazing thing is ...
his dad is the one who helped him clean it =.=
and thanks you to Eunice because she is the only 1 support him to made this incident happened ^^

you see...
where got people use this to cut =.=
really hurt wie ...
crazy =.=

he just left my house at 6.15pm..
actually i don know why he was here..
maybe to make sure i am still alive or watever...
i am happy at least he did something...
i am not refferring tat he cut his hand =.=
is ..
he came to my house...

yeah... this is the look of the wound after cleaning...
i admit i clean it in a rude way..
ermmm....


it is a nice cut, do u agreed ??

i love it.. seriousily..

i know i m insane but...

whose care ??

ermm....
just to tell you guys...
the photos might show the wound is not that deep..
but actually..
it is quite deep and kinda horrible...
that why..
i love it XD


i want to apologize to everyone about yesterday...
because i did made u guys worried...
i am fine..
and i will be fine ^^
thanks you for caring...

and...
to someone who cut himself...
be responbility to yourself and those people that cares about you..
ya... your wound is on your hands..
but...
the pain is in our hearts...
hope...
this is the 1st time and the last time...


and i was mad yesterday...
i feel like killing myself u know..
and i did sweared i will never talk to him....
but...
now i felt nothing....
just like...
i don reli care anything anymore...
is a good thing or bad thing ?
izit becuase my brain is melted by the fever ?