He and She....

wat i am going to blog about ??

i am going to blog about my exes...
i had several exes but the 1 i would like to blog about ....
were only both of them...

he and she...

she...
we started our story since 4 february 2007..
i knew her as my classmate for 1 year before we get together...
our relationship last for 20 months and 6 days...
we had a lot of memorizes...
we will buy breakfast for each others..
we will accompany each others to our bus..
we took pictures..
we wrote letters...
we made cards...
to show our love...
we changed ourselves for each others..
we share every single thingy..
we chat about everything in our life...
we were so into each others til i may sence it when something happened to her although we were far away to each others...
we been kicked out from our high school becuz our relationship..
we almost commit suicide for each other becuz of our parents want us to break up...
we were so sweet...
so wonderful...
so amazing...
even now....
inside my drawer all were our memorizes...
we had too much memorizes and thingy that related each others...
she is the first gal i kissed...
the 1st gal i hugged..
the 1st gal i wanna be with..
the only human being..
i wanna marry with..
and she..
is my 1st girlfriend...
but so sad..
we argued, quarrelled very often..
we had different thinking, attitude and behaviours..
it caused a lot of conflicts...
til we broke up...
even we loved each others..
even we had so many memorizes..
even..
we cant lose each others...

he...
my 1st officially boyfriend..
our relationship started from 30 april 2009 and last for 48 days...
it sound short and weak...
but..
he was the 1st guy i fall for...
he was the 1st guy i cant control myself from going back to him...
he was the 1st guy i kissed, i hugged, i trust ...
he was the one i really wan to rely on...
we spent a lot of time together..
we had a lot of photos..
we met each others' friends and parents...
we went to trip together...
we had a lot of memorizes even though we jux last for 1 months plus..
we were so close and last til after we broke up..
he did a lot of stuff for me...
he accompany me back to tasik selatan by KTM jux to make sure i am safe..
he always keep me warm..
he always make sure i am safe..
he care about me..
he mind about me..
i truly appeciate it...
maybe it is too much..
maybe it is too over...
i still appreciate it..
becuz..
i knew.. he changed himself and did a lot of thing just to make me happy...
maybe in a bad way...
maybe in a good way..
maybe my friends or siblings don like it...
still...
he did it for me..

i felt thankful..
to both of them...
doesnt matter our stories will continue anot..
i wanna say thanks you to both of them...
we had a lot of sweet memorizes with them..
i appreciate it..
even there are some sad memorizes...
i still appreciate it...
i appreciate everything u guys did for me...

maybe we had some misunderstanding...
i hope...
we will solve it one day...

thanks you...

my love..