today i chatted with sandy...
our conversation reminded me something...
sandy asked me :
why that time you decided to leave ying ?
i said :
becuase she leaved me...
i can't accept these....
i saw how she reacted after she leave me...
how cruel she is...
how cool she treat me...
even i commit suicide..
then...
i tot of someone...
you...
you leaved me when i was in the most helpless moment in my life..
you just leaved me after everything is settle..
without any reasons...
without any persuations...
you leaved me...
til now...
i still can't accept what ying did to me...
you ?
impossible...
i hate you...
fucker
