the new couple ^^

yeah yeah !!!!

Yoong Min and Pretty Samantha ^^

they look so sweet right ??

damn envy XD

eh....

where were the others ???

haha....

taking pictures in the toilet xD

i miss Sue Ann T.T

happy belated birthday o ^^

my Wonderful Girlfriend ^^

you know what ?

i found a WONDERFUL wife ^^

she treat me very good...

take good care of me...

very cute and pretty..

very close with me ^^

why is she so amazing ?

she knew how to cook !!!!

you know who prepared all these ????

she !!!

my lovely wife XD

yaya...

Sandy Chong XD

trust me !

she knew how to cook very well...

i felt very surprised with that tooo...

my wife's products ^^

she cook for my whole family wie...

great right ???

see....

she still wearing my pyjamas XD

our lunch XD

i really love her so much..

she is so sweet XD

we bathe together every nights..

she wore my pjyamas every nights..

she care about me even she hung out with her friend...

she used my laptop to online all the time..

we spent the whole day together..

yeah...

she stayed at my house since August 11th till yesterday ...

we went to college together...

we not feeling well together XD

haha...

my family love her too ^^

where is it ???

yeah...

pasar malam XD

we really go to a lot of places together XD

see....

last Sunday...

Sweetie Sandy brought my family to eat desserts XD

see....

how happy we were ?

she was the first girl that will force me to eat fruits because i am ill...

she was the first girl that asked me not to wear bra to sleep..

she take care me just like my wife...

do you guys hope we will be together forever ?

i hope XD

hahahahaha....

do you believe what i said ?

i love you..

my sexy wifey...

Sandy ^^

hahahaha....

i remembered somethings....

today i chatted with sandy...
our conversation reminded me something...
sandy asked me :
why that time you decided to leave ying ?
i said :
becuase she leaved me...
i can't accept these....
i saw how she reacted after she leave me...
how cruel she is...
how cool she treat me...
even i commit suicide..

then...
i tot of someone...
you...
you leaved me when i was in the most helpless moment in my life..
you just leaved me after everything is settle..
without any reasons...
without any persuations...
you leaved me...

til now...
i still can't accept what ying did to me...
you ?
impossible...
i hate you...
fucker

thanks you...

since the day we broke up...
you started writing poems...
wonderful poems...

noone wrote me any poems or did something liddat for me..
i am happy with it...
and i appreciate it...

when i'm sick...
you were beside me...

when i felt tired...
you borrow me your shoulder..

when i felt ill...
you drive me home...

even when i am moody...
you buy me my favourite chocolate...

everything u did for me..
i remembered..
i keep all these in my mind...
and
save it in my heart...

thanks you...
fok jia liang

love poem

nowadays...
i received too much poems...
too much love..

and now....
i am going to repay everything....
to you...
fok jia liang....

i would apologize...
i am not good in english...
i am not good in writing poems...
but i would try to write it in a way that you would understand...

since the day we get together...
i start writing diary..
you are not the most handsome guy in the world
you are not the richest guy in the world
but
you attracted me...

from the first day hanging out with you..
i started wearing shorts...
i started to act like a girl...

from the day i fall for you...
i tried my best to act normal...
i did my best to be your perfect girlfriend..
but
too bad....
things never happened like what we wish...
we broke up...

but..
you never let go my hands...
i am the bad one...
i always is the bad one...
i asked you to leave me...
i leave you...

thanks for your accompany for this 3 months plus..
and now..
is my turn to repay everything u did for me...

i can't drive you back..
i can't accompany you back to sungai long...
i wouldn't keep you warm...
i wouldn't take care of you..
but i could write as much poems as u did...

what you wan me to say ?

i love you








done ?

continue my previous post...

ermm....
the girl i mentioned i broke up with...
was a sad case...

like what i said....
i got no rights to like or love her.....
doesn't matter how she treat me...
what she did to me...
i deserve it...
and
i will...
accept it....

these i won't blame anyone out there...
only myself..
becuase...
is my fault..
definitely my fault...

i am a bloody bitch...
i felt i kinda dirty...

i remembered someone told me...
they would mind...
but...
they leaved me...

means ?

hahahahahaa...
i got no rights to say anything....

whatever i am....
is good to be alone...